Eternal Lust / Frustration
This file will change you. It will make it impossible to achieve an orgasm, and lock you in a state of eternal lust and frustration. The accumulating lust will turn you into a more sexual being; things that now seem mundane will become extremely sensual. You will want to increase your pleasure whenever you can and will want to have more sex and pleasure yourself more often.
READ THIS! This file is a curse and has a permanent effect. I take no responsibility for the effects of listening to this file; you listen on your own risk. Only listen if you’re absolutely sure you want to give up your orgasms.
Eternal Lust Frustration (Mind Melt Version) mp3
Eternal Lust Frustration (Mind Melt Version) flac
Wow eternal, so extreme, I am tempted…but eternal… Maybe a year? 🙂
I have never found your “no more orgasm” files to ever work. They always just make me super horny and I always get off super fast after listening. I finished listening to this one for the third time in two days. I can’t get off. I have tried. For 3 hours last night, I tried. Just sitting there masturbating. I can’t focus, and when I try to stroke faster I just end up slowing down. My head feels divided and mushy. I did get close last night but as I came my hand let go leaving me with no orgasm. I am currently at the 2 hour mark trying to get off right now. I am so horny / aroused, and when I get close I keep ruining my chance at my orgasms. I am getting frustrated, but the urge and desire to pleasure myself is too much.
Keep us inform of your progress,
Who will win ? Your dick or Vive in your mind ?
That sounds really hot. Would love to hear how it continues 🙂
Thank you for this file, it was exactly what I was looking for. The female no more orgasm was close, but the overstimulation part wasn’t mine. It seemed to mostly discourage masturbation, while this encourages it. I was dreaming about this fantasy for a long time and now it’s happening, I can’t even begin to tell you how happy I am.
When the file came out I just knew I had to listen. I celebrated my last orgasm and dove into my fantasy. I listened 4 times so far and didn’t have an orgasm since the first listen. And it was not for a lack of trying. The whole rubber wall thought is really insidious. It always feels like I can have an orgasm, like I’m almost there, tempting me. It’s only 4 day so far and I’m already so incredibly aroused. I don’t think I ever waited so long for an orgasm, at least not while masturbating that much.
Yesterday I had a weak moment, after masturbating for over 3 hours. A week ago I wouldn’t have believed that it’s even possible for me to go this long. So I got weak, I wanted to have an orgasm, no matter what. I was hanging on the edge of an orgasm for so long that I didn’t care. I wanted an orgasm. I needed it. So I got my favourite vibe, she always gets me to an orgasm in a minute or two. At first it felt as if she would do the trick, but the rubber wall still held me back, even as I got closer. Then the guilt kicked in, doubts if I want to give it all up, distracting me from the need for an orgasm. I kept on pushing for quite a while, determined to have an orgasm, but it just didn’t work. I gave up in frustration after maybe 15 or 20 minutes. And I never lasted more than maybe 4 or 5 minutes before. For me that’s the ultimate proof of how powerful this file is.
Even though I’m only at the beginning of an hopefully eternal journey of pleasure, I can already feel the changes. I feel more sexual and more aware, looking at people, pictures, finding stimulation everywhere. I’m really looking forward for it to become even more intense.
This file does exactly what I dreamed about for so long. Keeping me always aroused and holding me back from orgasm. Helping me to achieve what I can’t do on my own. I can’t believe it really came true! Thank you for this file!
This file completely changed my life. It has been over six weeks since my last orgasm now. I was pretty much pleasuring myself every day of the time, and I have never been *this* aroused. I actually gave in and tried to have an orgasm a few times, but I never succeeded. The control of the file was strong where I wasn’t. Even with my favorite vibe, I use it much more now, because I can use it.
The whole experience is absolutely amazing so far, even though it’s hard at times. Sometimes I would do anything to just have an orgasms again. But then I also hear your voice. Reminding me that I don’t want to give up all the time and work for just a few seconds of orgasm. And it usually helps me to get trough it.
On the other side, I never felt more alive than I did the last few weeks. As you said in the file. my whole life changed. I am more sexual. I see things that arouse me *everywhere*. And I think I radiate the burning lust I feel deep inside of me. At least the number of men staring at me or hit on me is way up. And even some women can’t help but stare. Not that I’m really interested in either of them, I listened to this file for a reason. But it’s goes to show what it does with me. I feel stronger too, both in a physical sense as well as mentally and emotionally. I have more power, I’m less tired, but I also have more resolve and willpower. And sometimes, just walking down the street, I feel like a reincarnation of some sex goddess. It’s just amazing. It changed my life. It changed me.
It’s over four month now, and I still didn’t have an orgasm. Sometimes I really wonder how I would feel after an orgasm. If it would be good, if it would just drain me, who knows. I know that it would make me feel incredibly guilty to give up more than four month of continuous teasing.
There were a few times around the end of the second month where I really wanted to give up and just have an orgasm, but it was simply impossible. I tried. I tried really hard, really long. The last time it happened I masturbated all night, and only gave up when the sun was already up. I tried all night with all my toys, nothing. That was the point where I really gave up orgasms. Lying in my bed, the sun’s up again, I’m insanely frustrated and just know – it’s over.
By now I have accepted it more, tho it’s still a love-hate thing. It has since gotten much easier to stop masturbating, it’s just normal now. Orgasms are a thing of the past. The thought that I would waste it all is really big in my mind. And I don’t want to go back there.
The whole experience changed me fundamentally. I’m still not sexually interested in anyone, but I’ve gotten very flirtatious. I’m not sure how it started, maybe it’s because so many people flirt with me now. That part is really insane, I had ten times as many people flirting with me in the last four month than in all my life before. And I learned to love it and play along. Does it make me a tease? Maybe. But I’m teasing myself, barely able to make it home once it’s over and masturbate myself into insanity without any release.
Maybe it’s just that I feel like a sexual predator right now. Whoever started the idea that having no orgasms makes you very submissive, it’s not true for me. I feel like the predator. I feel like I could go out there and seduce anyone I want. And with the sexuality I seem to radiate I probably could. I feel really powerful.
There is only one exception: ViVe. I know you didn’t mention submission to you anywhere in this file, but you’re the one who helped me. Or maybe you’re the one to whom I surrendered my own lust eternally. It’s not even sexual motivated, it’s just pure submission. I want to surrender to you, to serve you. Or maybe just thank you. Serve you to make up for what you did for me? I hope you’re not uncomfortable with this, but it’s what I feel.
Well how is it after a year and a half?
Hey Stella, congrats on loosing your orgasms! Any updates after well more than 2 years? I just listened a few times and would love to hear how this file worked out for you eventually. Thanks!
In two days it’s been two and a half years since my last orgasm. Two and a half years. It’s hard to believe.
It’s really hard to describe how this changed me in the long run. It’s hard for myself to believe it. How finding this file completely changed my life.
So how did this work out for me? My sexuality changed completely. I listened to this file because while I enjoy pleasure very much, orgasms always were a two sided coin for me. Sex never worked for me, not with guys and not with women. Before I listened to this file I was relatively asexual. I rarely teased myself, because it made me want an orgasm, and I didn’t like them. But now I know I will never have an orgasm again. It has become a basic fact of my life. I know just like I know the sun rises in the morning. Even hearing people talk about orgasms is weird, I understand the concept, but it’s not something that exists in my life anymore.
But while I know I will never have an orgasms, I feel more pleasure than I ever did in my life. I can tease myself as much as I want, and all the pleasure just keeps building. Even two and a half years in, I feel myself reaching a new plateau every few weeks. And the teasing itself is completely different from anything I have known before. I can tease myself for hours, as fast as I want. I can use a wand until it becomes painful. No matter how horny I am, I never have an orgasm. While I was able to have orgasms, it would have come long before I reached these insane level of lust. I once had the opportunity to ride a sybian, and I did so until it overheated. I reached levels of pleasure greater than any orgasm. I own two wands now so I can switch when one overheats. And keep going for hours. It feels better than any orgasm, and I can just keep on doing it for as long as I want.
And the pleasure changed me. I see sexual behavior everywhere. It’s hard to explain. I never understood how much of our subconscious behavior is sexually suggestive. Now I can see it everywhere. A few month back I spend a party watching two friends giving each other sexual signals while not really getting it. And probably not even knowing they did it. But for me it was plain as day.
I also learned that I do it all the time. Over time I learned to control it. I can allow the lust to come to the surface and take control over me. It’s like a magic power. When I do it, I have an instant arousing effect on everyone around me. The funny thing is that I found out it’s not even gender specific. I can use it on most women with great success. That being said, I only play, I never do more. It’s just another way to build my own arousal while sending a few lustful vibes out into the world.
I said before that I feel like a predator. That has only grown stronger. It’s really hard to explain, but the build up lust gives me an incredible power over the people around me. It has given me a new level of confidence I never thought possible. I was always very shy, but when you have the power to enter a room and turn almost every head, it changes you. This part of the file is really true, you radiate the sex you feel. And it’s exhilarating.
There is another part of it I should probably talk about. Even though my mind accepted that I will never have an orgasm again, my body still hasn’t. Every now and then it completely overwhelms me with the need for an orgasm. By now I know I will never have it, no matter what I do, but it still drives me insane. Imagine spending an evening masturbating all out, knowing you will never succeed. Using all the vibes you have, until you are completely numb. Or if it’s really intense, maybe a day of it. Or a weekend. Doing nothing but masturbating while you go insane with lust. Losing your mind to the pleasure. Masturbating yourself into a complete frenzy while you need an orgasm like you never craved anything in your life. Knowing you will never have it. That’s part of the deal too.
Those horny days come and go. Sometimes I have a week or two of peace, sometimes I have a few of those days in a row.
And I hear ViVe’s voice in my head, because I surrendered my orgasms to him. I feel his control blocking my orgasm and it makes me feel so incredibly helpless. Especially when the desire to have an orgasm becomes my whole life.
But all in all I’m still really happy with the results of this file. It fulfilled my fantasy, and it wasn’t just a quick fantasy, it stayed in my mind. And it made me the real me. And it awoke a whole new sexuality in me.
P.S. It’s fascinating to read my old posts. How shy I was especially about sexual things in the first post. And how my true self came out later. Really drives home how much I changed.
Well happy 2.5th anniversary! Two and half years is really intense, I could only imagine how strong the lust and frustration are. Permanent denial is my biggest fantasy because I love having a strong arousal without any refractory period ever, the frustration also turns me on as a submissive.
Question though, how often have you been listening to get those effects (I assume you didn’t just listen once)? I listened a few times during a week but eventually had an almost complete orgasm after hours of trying. It might also had to do with the anxiety pills I’ve been taking that messes with your mind, I cannot wait to get off them and make the file work like it’s supposed to.
Thank you for the detailed review, I really enjoyed the description of how your body still tries to orgasm. It’s exactly the same as my fantasy, only better. I would love to achieve the same sate and not be able to orgasm even after hours on vibrators. My original fantasy was just with one, but your wild experience has broadened my horizon. Now I’ll be looking forward to not having an orgasm after the silicone tube on my vibrator wears out after overheating a few, if my erection even lasts that long.
Throwbacks huh lol, I wonder if those changes will happen to me, I’m not usually a shy person but it’d be ironically frustrating for me to be able to recognize more sexual signals knowing I could never have the ultimate pleasure anymore.
I’m curious: you’ve become perceptive of the sexual signals of others and are able to affect the mood of a room. Have you ever tried to encourage/facilitate a hook-up between people who can’t seem to get over the hump themselves?
Stella, you have written the hottest story to be ever read, and I read a lot of erotic literature on mind control. I got off three times in an hour, which is a new record for me. It will forever be engrained in my mind. It blissfully haunts my waking idle thoughts.
It’s truly inspiring as well. I have listened to this file 3 times all the way through, twice fallen asleep to. Twice got off to. Let me tell you my results.
I have edged and sensed the frustration and numbness. I notice the sexual nature of my surroundings. My waking thoughts are so integrated with sexual fantasies. For being as aroused as I am so frequently all day, my balls having the light throbbing (I do get blue balls if my erection lasts too long without explosion), my underwear frequently dripped on from precum, I have only gotten off those two times and always when waking up in the middle of the night after a hypnotic session with this file.
The two orgasms have been less than desirable and mildly frustrating. I can’t seem to enjoy them very much, and I love that I can’t enjoy them. They are so unsatisfying, that within minutes I have another erection and am lost in a state of desire and self teasing for 15 to 30 minutes. The first orgasm I edged for nearly an hour before it was taken away in just moments.
For someone who has never achieved more than a light trance, I would consider this an amazing achievement in self hypnosis. Vive is so convincing. I have listened to the sexed up, twentyone, slut, positivity curses but this one defines my transformation so well. It’s like all they’re doing is reinforcing this one.
Get this. Because the ceiling was leaking in the office, my boss moved in to my office space yesterday. My lust still didn’t stop, as I actually found it more arousing that he was there. I had the headphones in and sneakily listened to the Sexed Up file. My face was flush, crotch warm, heart pounding, breathing shallow yet hard. I smiled knowing he was behind me not having a clue. Yet… I still had a productive day.
Never would have had the balls to do that before.
Yesterday, I hung out with the singles group in town. The girl I sat down next to at the bar was so into me, the bartender served her food with two forks and gave me the bill. We came in as a group, yet he still got the impression we had tension. I enjoyed her company but didn’t realize I was throwing off any vibes. The other girl there that night, one that I would have preferred had not she be into the group leader, frequently made eye contact with me and honed in on my words through a crowd. I might want to be careful, I thought. Might steal her away from Mr. Tall&Handsone if I am not too careful, and I should respect the group leader. Should…
I would love love love love love for you to make a year version of this please, if you do I will be eternally grateful :3
I agree ^_^ eternal is too long but a year would be epic <3 please Vive <3
The file sounds interesting.
But eternal? No thanks.
A year as other has suggested? Still too long for me.
But how about a bit of a compromise? A month, and if you listen again within that month you simply add another month.
That would make it easy to make it last anywhere from a month to.. well eternity.
Well… simple – do the 21 days without any strings… And you have the same effects for 21 days. It’s almost a month!
Good point. I didn’t think of than one 🙂
I reeeeeaaaaally want to listen to this as it sounds absolutely perfect, but like the other commenters, i dont want this to last forever. a month at a time sounds great and so does the year version, but beyond that I doubt I’d be sane! Please please please make a version of this that is only temporary!
You can now use the curse string! (Like I just did 🙂 )
I have a question if I may ask?
One of the most pleasurable aspects of masturbation is edging.
The act of stimulating ones self near ejaculation without achieving it.
This act is intensely pleasurable but will inevitably end in an unwanted ejaculation.
Notice I mentioned unwanted ejaculation.
Does this file inhibit the pleasurable sensations of a dry oragasm.
Dry orgasms are immensely satisfying in pleasure and can leave oneself feeling like their
Ejaculating except nothing is being expelled thus the term dry orgasm.
Does this file not allow you to feel the pleasure sensation of stimulating your genitals?
I can deal with never ejaculating ever again.
My true question is can I still enjoy the pleasurable sensations ofmasturbation
While at the same time never being able To ejaculate while edging.
ill kindly await for your answer before listnening and adding this one to my favorite collection of vives life changing happy files.
PS your files have really changed my life for the better.
Thank you
Yes! As the description says – it will even increase the desire to masturbate or have sex… it’s just about the orgasms! And about being as aroused as possible!
I listened to this before i slept last night. Then i tried to cum right after I listened to this. Nothing. I totally could not focus. Watching porn would get me all hard and aroused. But as I approach orgasm, It just felt so weird. Like I’m scared of cumming.
I really like how this file works. I will listen to this more. But I wonder how sex with my girlfriend would change after this. But I want to find out. I really want to give up my orgasms, because while trying to pursue orgasms in the past, I’ve done shameful things like going for erotic massages. While my girlfriend is preparing for her exams. So this file is the perfect answer then. Eternally horny, but unable to cheat on someone who loves me.
Thank you very much, ViVe.
The 21 days one is very good and can be manipulated to last however long. But listening to a file that will make it one year, without choice…now, that is the thing!!!
I might make one more… I will make a blogpost later and get opinions about the length… don’t want to record the same file with 20 different durations, that’s not really creative…
Lady Tara has one (only in German) that ruins all orgasms for a given number of days. You write the number, 1 – 365, and listen to the file. Once you are into it there is no turning back. Possibly this could be the way to do one here.
This is perfect! After listening to your Bimbo Pride, I’ve been trying my best to make myself into a better bimbo. And I thought this would be great. After listening to it a few times, I thought no way this is possible. So I went onto pornhub to watch some porn. I was about to cum, but then I just lost my train of thought and I didn’t feel like masturbating anymore. But then after a few seconds I was just as horny and tried again. I tried for at least five times before realizing that the hypnosis actually worked. I tried for two hours straight after that (Keep in mind my boyfriend was at work this whole time.) I started getting scared, but the Bimbo Pride file helped me remember, that it was happy and joyful. And no kidding I actually felt proud of myself. Over the past few days I couldn’t stop masturbating, I constantly felt horny. And from there I went onto more Bimbo hypnosis files. Thank you Vive. Listening to all these files makes me proud and happy of myself.
I listened to this file for the first time today and while it feels like I could still orgasm is I wanted to it also feels like it would take more of an effort. Edging is a bit easier to do and I can start again sooner after reaching an edge.
To be completely honest I am a bit scared that I could have made a mistake listening to this file, even though I’ve been having this exact fantasy for years, but at the same time the prospect that it might come true is extremely exciting.
I’ve listened to it a few more times and the slight panic I had before is mostly gone. I’m still not sure if the “you won’t be able to orgasm” part is taking hold yet, but the “you don’t want to” part certainly is. The current plan is to give it a week before I actually try to orgasm, if I even want to by then, because edging is just so much more fun when you don’t have to worry that much about accidentylly going over the edge. There are still times when I get really close but instead of that happening after ~30 minutes it took 2 hours this time.
Really awesome file, thank you ViVe for making this
Well this is it, i’m lost now. I am about 4 weeks in without orgasm and it is the best thing that ever happened to me. I’m basically in permanent heat, it’s awesome. I don’t know how you did this to me, but i can defiantly feel the “you are radiating sex” part of the file. Especially in crowded places, i became a torch. I’m always noticed by males and females and since i’m going through this the contacts on my phone seems to grow day by day.
I only have one problem with my current state and that is the permanent need to pleasure myself. It is fine when i have stuff to do, like work(I only masturbate like 3 times per day in the toilet there) but when it is a lazy day, like Sunday, i go crazy. So this is a suggestion, if you ever feel the need to update the file, add a suggestion to go out and be active, because staying home is not a option for me right now. Otherwise i feel i become a porn addict.
I will keep you updated, got a lot to say.
This is awesome! I am now on my third day of just masturbating and never ever orgasming! I never thought this would work. But it is the first file, that really took. I will listen to it more often, just to make sure.
I remember something about 4 weeks during the trance, but also a never again somewhere later. Well, let’s see what happens.
Thank you for taking away my orgasms!!!!
Genuinly, thank you!
Really enjoyed this file. listened to it 3 times yesterday, following a bit of a dry spell. had already been a few days since i pleasured myself. dear god, feel horny, but can’t even get hard. start jerking off, but then i get distracted. Thank you so much.
This one sounds like it would be great except my goal (and ongoing conditioning) is to never get erect and not be able to masturbate.
But I would love to just experience the eternal lust and frustration. A mixture of this and the Magic Panties would be ideal but by the sound of it they are a little contradictory unless I felt I was masturbating as a female and only producing copious precum from a totally limp penis I thought was a clit. Obviously, still unable to orgasm.
i would love to listen to this file, it sounds exactly like what i’m after. The only problem is, i’m an owned slave and Master sometimes demands an orgasm from me. i have been listening to the no orgasm file and it’s working perfectly. There is a part in there that at least allows for the possibility of an orgasm, though it won’t be enjoyable.
i would love to have a file that creates constant arousal and even triggers to increase arousal, but never able to orgasm unless ordered by a specific person. Who knows, i might give in and listen to this anyway.
@Vive
For giving up orgasms as a male sub, do you recommend this file or “No more orgasms (F)” as more effective and irrevocable?
I don’t know if i will try this file. Giving up my orgasms is very exiting but it also scares me.